shadows

I want to be a shadow.
A shadow is a replication,
a reflection.
A replication is identical.
Jesus loved sacrificially.
He did great things,
great miracles.
He spoke truth.
He was loved.
He was hated.
He was spit on,
made fun of.
Beaten.
Crucified.
He gave His life so that we would have life.
And that is who I want to shadow.
Easy? No.
But one day I will go before God, the Holy Judge.
What will I say then?
"I know you called me, but it looked hard."
Or,
"I know that every day people are dying and going to hell,
but I'd rather be comfortable than reach out to people who,
if nothing changes, will spend an eternity separated from God."
NO!
NO.
NO.
My life is nothing if it is not being spent giving glory to God.
"Only one life, t'will soon be past;
Only what is done for Christ will last."
I don't want to waste my life being focused on my own selfish desires.